I readed before "if Allah give you what you loved, Do what he loves", and its entirely Changed something inside me «I swear to god» I didn't know what is it Perhaps these few words touched something in my mind that I never meant to touch until I read this superb words, it was something neglected but now it does not ! and i am trying to keep it in safety place inside my heart in place that i never allow to anyone to see it, touch it, hear it and talking about it i am thinking night and day about everything in my life or in another word what will happened if all of this disappears? and allah Stayed, i was too afraid from die, but now undoubtedly no, because who is the soulfully and kindly more than allah? or what place would be warmer and safer more than the place where allah is? i consider honest that this life it does not give you the warmer condition around the clock other than allah even if you are a carry sins just because you are with allah, you are in your correct and safety zone I realized that there was no need to be afraid of life or death I strive to be loved by God so that I can survive through His love for me I see that I intend to do any small thing that allah loves, so that allah will amaze me with the tremendous amount of goodness and response and stay away from what He hates with ease. Now that God has astounded me with His constant nearness, my eyes cry when I think about everything that has happened It reminded me of a hadith that i can not get enough of reading it day and night and i loved much The Prophet Said, (ﷺ) "Allah says: ' When a slave of Mine draws near to Me a span, I draw near to him a cubit; and if he draws near to Me a cubit, I draw near to him a fathom. And if he comes to Me walking, I go to him running."'. [Al-Bukhari]. just imagine that small thing from you mean alot things from allah, start and Do with small intending and just pursue from you honest heart and i promising you that you will see what will happen inshaallah These words that I wrote took a lot of time from me, so here I am putting them in your hands in a few minutes. أدعوا أن تذوبَ متاعِبُكم وتتلاشى مخاوِفَكُم ~ I pray that your troubles and fears dissolve 23Elul 2023 Dalia