you were good to me / once
May 7, 2025 07:27 AM May 7, 2025 07:27 AM
I keep wondering why I stayed. Maybe ’cause I convinced my brain I was safe. I wasn’t. But a part of me kept reminiscing when I was— When I felt it. When I felt everything. When you “loved me.” When you held me like something you were scared to break. When you were good to me. You were good to me. I wish you stayed that way. I wish you didn’t have to change. I wish we parted with the memory of you being good. I wish, when someone asks about you, I wouldn’t have to say, “The past is something I don’t like to share.” I wish I could say you’re a good person. But I can’t say that’s true. I wouldn’t say you’re a bad one either. I think you might’ve been around too many bad people. Bad feels like normal to you. With all that being said, I wish I left earlier. But I don’t regret our days. I just regret what I let you do. I regret the actions and the reactions that I made.


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